Website Confessionals

The Same

2008-11-05T07:24:00.000-08:00

we are all the same, just going about things in a different way.

Jesus

2008-11-05T07:23:00.000-08:00

I want to confess that Jesus Christ is Lord. This is by no means is any small admonition. Because this is true, everything is implicated! My fear is that so many have no idea who he was and is today. Because he stood in our place taking the penalty for the world's sins, we now have assurance that anyone who believes on Jesus will be saved! It cost us nothing, and him everything and by believing on the Lord Jesus we gain everything!  Romans 10:9 says ""that if you confess with your mouth, 'Jesus is Lord' and believe in your hearts that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved."" In the gospel Jesus commands a man not to be afraid, but just to believe. There is not one person who if they turned to Jesus, would not be forgiven!This present age is passing away and our lives are fast and fleeting, but Jesus Christ stands eternal and the Lord is powerful and 'Mighty to save!'

Husband's Lasagna

2008-11-01T08:04:00.001-07:00

I hate my husband's lasagna which he calls his famous recipe.  This is a secret I keep.

Trashy Girls

2008-11-01T08:03:00.003-07:00

I love tacky trashy girls. The trashier the girl, the better. Don't know, if she's a train wreck, I love her even more.

The Office

2008-11-01T08:03:00.001-07:00

i care more about Pam and Jim's relationship from ""The Office"" than my own happiness....

Raging Restaurants

2008-11-01T08:02:00.001-07:00

there is a hawaiian restaurant war raging in seattle

Art Scene and Grocery

2008-11-01T08:01:00.002-07:00

there's a guy in the vegetable dept of a major  specialty grocery store who is extorting $ from emerging artists to get them to grovel to him for Art Scene Favors/shows promo etc. he is has been published.  he has many flings with area drag queens, pre-op transsexuals.  he's married, no kids.

Waiting

2008-11-01T08:01:00.001-07:00

As soon as I met her, I knew that I would marry her...  But I'm waiting another year to pop the question...  Just in case...

Gifts

2008-11-01T08:00:00.000-07:00

hate my mom, but love the gifts!!!

Bulimic

2008-11-01T07:59:00.004-07:00

No one will listen,I am bulimic. I tried telling my best friend and she just laughed and said I was disgusting. what can I do...

I Hate Your Boyfriend

2008-11-01T07:59:00.003-07:00

I hate your boyfriend and I don't want to move in with him mom. F*** YOU!

Loving Mom

2008-11-01T07:59:00.001-07:00

I am 23 and I didn't love my mom until 3 years ago...sad, I know

Get Help Now

2008-10-20T22:00:00.002-07:00

No one will listen,what would you do if a crazy predator is out there? i know where he lives(not in WA) and who he is and what he did to me and who know how many others (in this world)! i am lucky to be alive....a survivor of a brutal and horrific assault. washington state's health and social systems programs have not helped me...in any way...not programs or medical help.

Gay Husband & the Truth

2008-10-20T22:00:00.001-07:00

I just found out after  10 yrs and 3 kids that my husband is gay.He dosen't know that I know. I don't think I can go on living a lie, but I don't want to break up my family.I wonder if it's better to live a lie or actually face the truth.

Lessons

2008-10-20T21:59:00.002-07:00

so in highschool, i begged and pleaded for a guitar for christmas.  well, i got a beautiful ibanez acoustic guitar that i immediately fell in love with.  my friend, shauna, got a guitar for christmas as well.  both of our parents bought us a couple months worth of guitar lessons, so every friday they would give us 30 bucks to go get a lesson.  well, we didn't realize how difficult it was to learn the guitar and after a while we just kind of gave up on it.  so, instead of telling our parents we were done, we continued to collect the 30 dollars every friday, buy a sack of reefer and drive around for hours getting stoned....

Pregnant

2008-10-20T21:59:00.001-07:00

I'm pregnant and only 17

Sisters

2008-10-20T21:58:00.000-07:00

You were such a horrible partner in bed, it was amazing that someone with 26 years of knowledge could be that bad. In my anger, I waited until you left that week and went over to your sister's house for retribution. By the way, she's better than you!

In Charge

2008-10-20T21:57:00.002-07:00

My cats are really in charge around here.  I am their lowly servant maid.

Wind....

2008-10-20T21:57:00.001-07:00

I like to smell my own farts.

Too Late?

2008-10-20T21:56:00.002-07:00

I signed divorce papers and still love him.  But, then again, I could still see myself without him.  I could see us together again at some point if he gets his life put together.  I have a lot going on right now, a lot of good things and some bad.  Someone stole my purse at work yesterday.  I have a few really good friends who are there for me when I need it.  And yet, I am incredibly lonely sometimes.  Where is a good place to meet people?

Secret Love

2008-10-20T21:56:00.001-07:00

I'm secretly in love with my my ex-boss.  I haven't seen him in a couple years because we both moved from the city in which we met.  It just so happens that a couple months ago he moved to the same exact area I live, in fact his place is a block from my work! He moved in with his girlfriend :(  I believe it's fate, but i just don't have the balls to ever tell him...

Hating Rain

2008-10-20T21:55:00.000-07:00

I hate rain!

Friend or Foe?

2008-10-16T19:18:00.000-07:00

I once cheated on my ex fiance with another man at a friends house.  She was letting my lover stay there with her.  She got a guilty conscious and ended up telling my fiance the truth.  My fiance never really liked this friend of mine, and when i told him that she was crazy and just wanted to have sex with him he believed me and told her off in the most horrible way.  Then our entire group of friends excommunicated her as being a liar and a nut.  This was years ago and i didn't even end up marrying the dude, but it still weighs on my conscious that she did the right thing and told the truth about something horrible i did, and yet she got punished. I wish her well.

Tired and Lonely

2008-10-15T16:57:00.001-07:00

I want to be loved and taken care of.  I tell the world I am happy on my own, that I can do it by myself...but I am tired and lonely.

Trust

2008-10-15T16:54:00.000-07:00

I snoop through my teenage daughter's myspace account numerous times a day (she does know I have access to it, have her password and look at it-part of the deal with her having one).  I've discovered that I'm raising a totally innocent, sweet daughter.  I really need to trust her completely.

I Feel Crazy

2008-10-14T07:55:00.002-07:00

I feel crazy.  This feeling has become an almost physical presence that maddeningly stays just out of my peripheral and will crash down on me in undistracted moments.  Torrents of games and TV shows assist me in maintaining a certain level of distraction, but they bore me after a while.

Then the madness hits, I withdrawn from the world and attempt to jam as much knowledge into my mind to feed the OCD-like urges until I drop from exhaustion and return to the distractions.  It is exceedingly unfair to fight a battle with your subconscious.  It knows everything I am planning and is much smarter too.  I’ve resigned myself to losing and now am just trying to find some kind of compromise so I won’t eventually end up living on the streets.

Value in America

2008-10-14T07:55:00.001-07:00

The value of my house DROPPED about 7% from last year.  King County, Washington government raised the assessed value over 8% in THIS economy.  That's taxation robbery by the very people who are supposed to be protecting me from this sort of thing.

I Lied

2008-10-13T20:34:00.000-07:00

I lied about my education. I didn't even finish my second year of college. My resume is a hoax.

Living in Another Country

2008-10-13T20:33:00.002-07:00

I want to live in another country, like Canada or France - (Montreal?)

Wine

2008-10-13T20:33:00.001-07:00

I drink a bottle of wine every day.

Attraction

2008-10-13T20:32:00.002-07:00

I'm secretly attracted to a married co-worker.

Hate My Co-Worker

2008-10-13T20:32:00.001-07:00

I hate my Nazi co-worker and secretly wish she'd crash her motorcycle, and break her jaw, so she couldn't talk anymore.

Too High

2008-10-13T20:30:00.002-07:00

I took ecstacy at my neighbor's birthday party and left when I felt too high.  As soon as I got home, I lost control of my bladder and without any warning, pissed myself.

Never In Love Again

2008-10-13T20:30:00.001-07:00

I don't know who to tell,I am afraid that I have ruined my chances to ever be 'In Love' again.  I fear that I will die lonely due to my own obstinance and stupidity.

Pickles

2008-10-13T20:29:00.000-07:00

I ended a sentence with a preposition last week. The voices wouldn't stop, so I asked "...where are pickles at?" Pounding pounding incessant voices still telling me what to do. I don't listen, but they tell me things. Aisle seven! Between the olives and the mayonnaise. The people around me -- they know. I can tell that they know.

Not Who I Am

2008-10-13T20:28:00.000-07:00

What I've become is not who I truly am.

Dream

2008-10-13T09:38:00.000-07:00

Dreams for me are always dark and scary. I have had dreams about my family being in danger, about making decisions only to regret them, about being homeless. Can someone tell me why I have these dreams? If you met me you would think I'm a sunny person.

Denial

2008-10-13T09:37:00.001-07:00

Today is also my birthday and I am in denial about how old I am

Darkness

2008-10-13T09:35:00.000-07:00

My life...summed up by the words of Peter Gabriel- "In this moment, I need to be needed With this darkness all around me, I like to be liked In this emptiness and fear, I want to be wanted 'Cause I love to be loved."

Today is my Birthday

2008-10-12T18:23:00.000-07:00

But no body knows......

Who to Choose

2008-10-12T10:23:00.000-07:00

How can I love someone so much but still be looking?

Looking Back at Myself

2008-10-12T10:20:00.000-07:00

I look in the mirror only to see someone else looking back.  Wondering why the idea of 'heinous' seems better in a newspaper yet realize that I'm the one they're talking about. Have you ever done something so horrible, that the entire ordeal has somehow been misplaced in your mind like it never occurred and then moving on only to have acute glimpses of the real? It's not like it was my life's goal, it wasn't like ""Fuck, I really want to........"" then one day it happens and the heat and certainty of everything around you is gone.Completely blank.  Reminds me of that manilla paper they use to give you in grade school. Interesting to sit here and write this, knowing that the profile fits, but no one sees it. Ignorance is fucking bliss, and I put my shoes on another day

Eating Brie

2008-10-12T10:17:00.000-07:00

I just ate a whole slice of brie...It was so delicious that I don't even instantly regret it.

Am I Strange?

2008-10-10T13:07:00.000-07:00

So, everytime I'm by myself I'm worried I talk out loud. I think people stare at me but I'm not sure why.

Am I a Bad Person?

2008-10-06T16:44:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I think that every bad thing that happens to me is because I'm really just a bad person.

Confessional Form

2008-10-01T09:24:00.000-07:00

Click here for the confessional form

Tell Your Secret

2008-10-01T09:18:00.000-07:00

Do you have a secret?  Something that has been weighing on you for years?  Now is the time to release your demons during our October month-long website confessional.  ALL CONFESSIONS ARE ANONYMOUS and will be kept a secret FOREVER.    Your confession can be just a one-liner or an entire chapter in your life.  Sometimes you just need to write it down and release the secret.  If you want others to read your confession check the 'YES' box in the confessional form, if not then your secret will be safe forever.    Go ahead and get it out.........